Now I Need To Breathe. :D

My gawd.

I wanna blog about school. But what the hey, I have absolutely no idea how to start. = =

Anyway, we WONNNN!!!

Like, we got:

+ Second place in girl's volleyball competition

+ First place in boy's volleyball competition

+ Second place in girl's volleyball competition

Woohoo~ We are like, Awesome! With a capital A. xDD

No seriously, the boy's semi final match is by far the most exciting match I have ever seen. It's like watching a concert, except your heart's gonna pop out in worry+excitement. Hohohoho~

GAWD. I wanna see moore!! Next year next year next year!! :DDDD

Need.Time.Out.

This is the worst holiday ever.

Sometimes I just wanna quit and go somewhere else more relaxing, with less pressure, and also with less annoying people.

Shouldn't have agreed to it in the first place anyway.

Never ever make promises without giving it a second thought. Cause once you say it out, there's no turning back. No turning back at all. 

Yeah, it may be good memories when I grow old or something. But stilll, if this goes on, I don't even know if I'll live long enough to think of these as good memories!

Sigh, I wanna go back to school.

This holiday is the worst.

I hate it.

千人宴~~

诶~!

昨天千人宴咧..

哈哈.. 爽。

早上8点半就到咯.. 

一直待到晚上11点半才离开.. xDD

化妆的时候.. 

发现到原来华乐团的男生都很帅!! 

哈哈哈哈

我和鼎毅都变白了..

哈哈哈

过后仕康都帮他们wax头发.. 

OMG. 完全都变了个样!! 

哈哈哈

鼎毅超美的

志坚超帅的

奕荃的口红太鲜艳了, 不然就很帅

衍禧超可爱的

嘉骏也是超可爱的

哈哈哈哈

过后咧.. 我们在暗中唱歌.

哈哈哈

很爽. 变成A Capella团了.

哈哈哈哈

谢幕更High. 整个傻婆酱

傻佬淑慧又发疯了

哈哈哈哈哈

唱“前进吧，循中”, 真是High翻天

这首歌真是太棒了

哈哈哈

看到阿毛, 洧康, 和Yuh Jin.

死阿毛一直指来指去. ==

And then回到乐器室时候咧..

阿梁就开始讲话了

讲讲下.. 就变成很严肃了

将我们要谈恋爱可以, 但是不要把那种风气带来华乐团

不要做买那种亲密到死的动作

不然的话他会骂到我们siao

他就讲咧..

每次奏"金玉满堂"的时候很喜欢看我跟奕荃

因为我们一直在琵琶那段就跟着节奏摇

and then就讲："但是我不会因为酱就认为他们两个在pak toh咯。我指的那种行为是lam在一起, 抱来抱去的行为，很令人反感!"

== 鱼到啊.............

Anyway, 千人宴很爽

爽到啊....

哈哈哈哈哈

等我回来吧..

最近爱上了吉他..

发现离钢琴越来越远了.. 不行。

这么多年的辛苦，是为了什么?

我要找回我那份热情。

想做太多东西了.. 好像都来不及..

老师~ 我要回来了.. 

等我哦~ 到时候你会有很多东西要补充给我了.. ><

钢琴钢琴乖，我不会离你太远的。

迟早有一天，我会追上你的。

OMG. HAWT!!! xDD

Taiwan

Hi.

So I've finally taken time to write about Taiwan.

Last month, 16th to 25th or March, I went to Taiwan for a study trip.
It was.. fun. I guess.

Like I said before, I was the only person who was going in my class. Of course I felt lonely.
But still, I made friends. Actually, they were all very nice. And of course I knew some people. So that made things much easier..

This trip is actually more play than study. xD Of course lar, how can you spend 10 whole days just studying? Haha. Spent 400 ringgit there. Awesome.

We went shopping. Went to zoos. Went to farms. Went to Taipei 101. Went to the sea. Went to museums. Visited high schools and universities. Went to bookstores. Went to pasar malams. And so on.

Taiwan's night markets are so much better than ours. They have like, so muuuuch to eat. So muuuch to buy. The shoes are so unbelievably cheap. The clothes are insane! You can find so many different things to eat and drink. It's incredible. :)
Though 西门町 wasn't how I expected it to be. It's basically a very very big night market with lots and lots of clothes to buy. Not that much food though. It's much high classed. But 逢甲夜市 felt more like how a night market's supposed to be. Everybody buzzing around. Lots to eat. Nice.

The streets of Taiwan are insanely clean. The people are so well mannered. They're so polite. Unlike Malaysians. -.- They're so different from us, it's depressing.

木栅动物园 is sooo much better than our Zoo Negara. Even though they also have the animals we have here, their's look so much healthier. The monkeys are much livelier. They have so much more animals. And it's so annoyingly clean! -.- Dammit. I saw 团团 and 圆圆. So cuuuute~ >< Sigh. We should be ashamed of ourselves.

Taipei 101 is nice. Even though we didn't get to shop there. But still, the view is so beautiful!! Along with the fog.. it's just awesome. Taipei 101 itself is beautiful enough. The building structure is so niiiice. Though our Twin Towers is nice too. :) That's to be proud of.

The way Taiwanese study is waaay different than us. Of course, they use traditional Chinese. Which is already very different from us. On top of that, they teach very very fast. You'll have to pay 100% attention in class, or else you'll be toasted. XD

The universities are very very nice. Especially 东海大学. It is BEAUTIFUL. Like, so unbelievably beautiful. xD You'll so definately fall in love with it at first sight. :DDD

I can't tell you exactly what happened during the whole 10 days. So I guess this is it.
Till next time.

Confuzzled.

Sigh. Another 14 hours until I board the plane to Taiwan.

I have alot of mixed feelings about this.
This feeling that I should go to camp instead of Taiwan is so killing me. T.T

Moreover, there's not really anybody close to me going on this trip. And I only know a few people.. Feels kinda lonely.

Sigh. Not to mention, I'm gonna lose the chance at finding out my results immediately, thanks to losing 4 days of school. -.-

Who the hell is gonna go crazy with me when we go shopping!? Omg. I'm so doomed....


But hey, I get to see stuff, buy stuff, visit stuff.

Oh, well. Gotta look at the brighter side of things, eh? Even though the darker side of things are dawning upon me like mad. -.-


Good luck, people.

Bonkers!

Happy to say, exam's over.  =]

I supposed I really put in more effort than my previous exams..

Maybe perhaps it's like Form 1 all over again. That sort of drive that you feel..

xD

But I have no idea how my results are gonna be this time. Even though the 3 subjects given out did show some hope.. But still.. You'll never know. ><

Maths really blew my head off. Hahaha. Got 86. Hahahahahaha.

HAhahahaa. Going bonkers. xDDDD

Do you have ANY idea how hard it is for me to get an 8 in front?! Heck, it's even a miracle if I get a 6 in front!

WOOHOO~~

Bonkers.

Bonkers.

Bonkers.

Bonkers.

Hahahahahhaa.

Not trying to brag.. But STILL, WOOHOOOOOOO~~~

I can feel my math brain cells alive again!!! Hallelujah~~ :P

Oh, but wait, what about History and Geography?

Shit.

回到了这个地方...

唉.. 

又是那一年的感觉。

这种感觉根本不该再浮现了。

往往都是自己的幻想。想太多了。

心情被搞得很低落。

是不是开朗了太久？

现在轮到低落的时候了？

没办法集中精神了。

搞得整个人快跨了。

这只不过是开始而已，接下来的日子该怎么过？

想太多了。想太多了。

这根本不是我。

拜托拜托，坚强吧。

不想再想了。

唉..

坚持着不要上网的我.. 破戒了。


最近心情低落。实在有够不爽。

很多事情，明明不是我的问题，甚至不是任何人的问题，但是自己却感到非常内疚..

不爽带点内疚。



错。是很多很多的内疚。


这是我的问题。

我的问题自己解决。


“往往坚强的外表都有脆弱的内心。”

对吗？