Confuzzled.

Sigh. Another 14 hours until I board the plane to Taiwan.

I have alot of mixed feelings about this.
This feeling that I should go to camp instead of Taiwan is so killing me. T.T

Moreover, there's not really anybody close to me going on this trip. And I only know a few people.. Feels kinda lonely.

Sigh. Not to mention, I'm gonna lose the chance at finding out my results immediately, thanks to losing 4 days of school. -.-

Who the hell is gonna go crazy with me when we go shopping!? Omg. I'm so doomed....


But hey, I get to see stuff, buy stuff, visit stuff.

Oh, well. Gotta look at the brighter side of things, eh? Even though the darker side of things are dawning upon me like mad. -.-


Good luck, people.

Bonkers!

Happy to say, exam's over.  =]

I supposed I really put in more effort than my previous exams..

Maybe perhaps it's like Form 1 all over again. That sort of drive that you feel..

xD

But I have no idea how my results are gonna be this time. Even though the 3 subjects given out did show some hope.. But still.. You'll never know. ><

Maths really blew my head off. Hahaha. Got 86. Hahahahahaha.

HAhahahaa. Going bonkers. xDDDD

Do you have ANY idea how hard it is for me to get an 8 in front?! Heck, it's even a miracle if I get a 6 in front!

WOOHOO~~

Bonkers.

Bonkers.

Bonkers.

Bonkers.

Hahahahahhaa.

Not trying to brag.. But STILL, WOOHOOOOOOO~~~

I can feel my math brain cells alive again!!! Hallelujah~~ :P

Oh, but wait, what about History and Geography?

Shit.

回到了这个地方...

唉.. 

又是那一年的感觉。

这种感觉根本不该再浮现了。

往往都是自己的幻想。想太多了。

心情被搞得很低落。

是不是开朗了太久？

现在轮到低落的时候了？

没办法集中精神了。

搞得整个人快跨了。

这只不过是开始而已，接下来的日子该怎么过？

想太多了。想太多了。

这根本不是我。

拜托拜托，坚强吧。

不想再想了。

唉..

坚持着不要上网的我.. 破戒了。


最近心情低落。实在有够不爽。

很多事情，明明不是我的问题，甚至不是任何人的问题，但是自己却感到非常内疚..

不爽带点内疚。



错。是很多很多的内疚。


这是我的问题。

我的问题自己解决。


“往往坚强的外表都有脆弱的内心。”

对吗？