Tagged [by E-Hong]

Directions : Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog, you can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness. :)

1. I despise tags.
-Cause they're annoying and a pain in the neck.

2. I hate people who talk too much.
-Even tough I love to talk. But there's a limit. It gets annoying.

3. I'm a food-person.
-I love food. Duh.

4. I cry too easily.
-Cause I cry too easily!!! *rolls eyes* Sue my tear gland.

5. Me love teddy bears!!
-Well.. Because they're cute and fluffy and so nice to cuddle with~ xD

6. I must get in a casino when my age allows.
-Must there be a reason for this? I love to spend money?

7. Music~
-Uhh... Cause I love it? I love it! :P

8. Friends are for life.
-We met and we are destined to be together forever. :)

9. I'm cracking my head to think of random, habits, goals about myself.
-You can't dig it out of me just like that! I gotta think.............

10. I wanna be in charge!!
-Because I like to do stuff. Make myself busy. Busy until can die. Yet I still complain. -.-

11. I'm lazy.
-Who isn't? Oh, I know.

12. Righttt.. I'm a weirdo. [In case you still don't know.]
-There's no need to explain. It's in my genes.

13. Just imagine reading this when I'm 25!
-You want random things, I give you random things. Happy?

14. I love my friends!!!
-Oh, did I mention something like that already? Oh, well. I'm emphasizing it. :P

15. Kay, I love my bored partner too~
-Since you were kind enough to say you love me. MUahahaHAha.

16. I love myself.
-I love myself. Is that so hard to understand?

17. :P
What do you care?

I tag:
1. Yapu Lisa. HeeHOoHahHEeHOeeheeeHAHahaahA.
2. Anne. MUahAHahaha
3. 维峰. [-.-]
4. 伟贤. [xD]
5. Fefi. [T.T Your gone. Sigh..]

I don't mind if you don't do it. I understand your unwillingness to do it. >.< And I refuse to tell you that you're tagged. Got a problem with that?

08' 团康营 《忆团团》

耶～ 12月22-25日，跟华乐团去了金马仑团康营!

第一天【12月22日】，我们7：30am 准时到学校。讲讲话 过后，我们就玩破冰游戏! 哈哈。志坚说是“非常不同的破冰游戏”。 xD 9点正，我们出发了! 金马仑，我们来啦～

一路上，我们只不过是睡觉而已。哈哈。只是给我们补助精神，到那儿就要玩了咯!

2点多，我们到了宿舍。办了行李下车后，我们就去食堂makan鲁～

3：15pm，开幕典礼。一样啦.. 主席致词，顾问致词...

4点正，我们就进入游戏了! 团康把每一个游戏称为1st round, 2nd round子类.. 而我们1st round 是要玩来拿房锁的。首先，他们把我们分成房组。每一组会被分配一张纸条，纸条上会暗示下一张纸条的地点。一直找到最后一张纸条，纸条上又会暗示末一对团康员，叫我们去找他们。每两队会由两位团康员负责。两队必须要合作完成最后一个任务。

两队的每一位队员会得到一张图案，分别有：嘴巴、手、脚、和屁股。每人就按照次序排队下去。【嘴巴的一排，接下来的一排是手，接着是脚。屁股会在隔着一段路后排队。】首先，嘴巴那一排的人会得到气球，他们必须在不用手的情况下吹起气球。【手的人可以帮。】吹完之后，手的人就必须绑起来，然后夹在脚的人的脚之间。脚的人就要跳着到屁股的人，接着由手的人从他的脚间取得气球，然后放在地上让屁股的人坐爆它。

这要做到有20粒气球被爆掉为止。成功后就可以拿锁匙去房间准备冲凉了。

6:45pm，晚餐～ 我们出去吃火锅啊!! 哇咔咔~ 整个餐厅给我们霸完了。><>.< 里面，外面都是巧克力。本来衍禧说要做Coffee汤圆，结果变成做巧克力汤圆.. 哈哈.. 12++pm，睡觉。=.= ****** Day 2~ 【12月23日】 7:00am，起床。== 7：30am，做早操【带动唱】。 7：45am，早餐。【又是鸡蛋.. -.-】 8：30am，郊游! 我们去仙人掌园、M.A.R.D.I、and某某寺庙。>.<>.< 我们组是第三个先到的哦! :P 【相信吗?我们在宿舍外面看到校长&老婆!! xD】 7：15pm，makan. 8：30pm，欢送会。唉.. 每年的欢送会都是酱的啦.. 哭了又哭.. 都是阿梁的错。T.T 但是，只是离开一下，对吧? 亲爱的高三朋友，加油!

12:00am，睡觉。

******

Day 3~ 【12月24日-平安夜】
6:30pm，起床。Kns.
7：00pm，早操。
7：15pm，米粉面!!!!终于没有蛋了!!!
8：00pm，Gunung Jasar， 我们来啦!!!!!! 够力好玩到...... 午餐，停下来吃Banana. xD 有很多照片，等下我会给。

2：00pm，自由活动～ 睡觉啦..
3：00pm，午餐。
3：30pm，团康。有看过《家好月圆》吗? 我们要拍。>.< 好好玩啊～我们组是花了最多时间来拍的。:) 5：30pm，行街!!! Whoot~ 都是吃的... 哪里都是一样.. 哈哈。 8：45pm，颁奖典礼。叫我们穿盛装。:P 没有穿。哇哈哈哈～ 有够有趣的。淑仪、杰耀他们弄到够厉害的.. 好像香港酱的.. 还要讲广东话。哈哈。而且都穿到夸张的要命。我的组得了最受欢迎奖。:D 过后我们倒数。倒数过后交换礼物。：）芬芬给了我一只小红牛! 超可爱～ xD 过后我的礼物给了殷哲。不懂他喜不喜欢。 >.< 好难忘的平安夜啊... :) 12++++am，睡觉。:D ******** Day 4~ Final day~ 【12月25日-圣诞节!!!!】 7：30am，起床。 8：00am，早操。 8：15am，Nasi Lemak. 又是蛋。-.- 9：00am，最后一堂课.. T.T 10:15am，闭幕典礼。终于知道我的守护天使是谁了!!! ：）芬芬和诗倩竟然互相是彼此的守护天使&被守护者!! 真有缘... :D 11:15am，Check out luuu~ T.T 不舍得。在那儿睡了3晚，有feel了咯.. 12:00pm，最后的午餐。 1：00pm，下山了～ 在巴士上死命写信。>.< 唉.. 还有明年。只是离开一下。:)


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华乐团! 我爱你们啊!! 朋友，只是离开一下! 不要哭啦.. 我们永远在这里。My love啊，这里还是家，不要忘记它..

I live for my life

I feel empty. Empty in the sense of knowledge.

Geddit?





Fine. Let's put it this way,

I feel stupid.


There's only one week till school starts and I haven't even touched a single bloody textbook. YES, I'm lazy.

I'm tired to my toes.

My legs still hurt terribly.

I can't find the bloody anime I wanna watch.

Streamyx is being slow slow slow slow like usual.

Playing computer games until can die. Note: NOT Ragnarok in anyway.

Craving to do something creative. ART.

I have tons and tons and tons and tons of things to do. Yet I'm sitting in front of a computer.

Falling in love with an imaginary character. Which I obviously can't have in any possible way.

Just one day without the outside world and I'm already lack of socialization.

I have majorly mistaken a girl for a guy. -.-

Late night sleep is my friend.

I'm getting more and more addicted to that song. Gahh.

Happy happy happy for that.

Loving them more and more can die. :3

I love my life.

Nooooooooo..

OMG. I found out today that something's wrong with Akame's relationship!! Nooooooo...

What happened??? I'm so outdated... Somebody out there who knows anything, please tell me!!! I'm gonna die of shock.. T_T

NOOO... Akame must live onnnn... *sniff* *sobbb*

Fangirlizing Moment [Again?!]

YES. I know Lisa said this already. But I just haaad to say it myself.

READ THIS AWESOME MANGA OR I'LL SHOOT YOU WITH A BAZOOKA.



Reason? Same as Lisa.



[Both for the kawaii girl and super hot guy. xD]



Usui-kun~~! Kyaaaa~

Fangirlizing Moment

Before I continue on updating my recent happenings, let me rant first.






TOMAPI

Drools. Hot-ness. >.<



Friendship forever. =]






The red string ties us together forever. Kyaaaa~~



They even do laundry together! :P




Oh my GOD. Hot. Hot. Hot.



Toma~ How cute. Hehe.



Juniors.



YES YES YES. Definately yes.

TomaPi TomaPi TomaPi
TomaPi TomaPi TomaPi
TomaPi TomaPi TomaPi

I'm going crazy.

10/12 A Night to Remember

Whoot~ What a night~

No wrong ideas. I meant my primary class gathering.

This year was especially lonely.. Since there were only 3 girls. And boys were like, *boom*, compared to girls. Yeesh.. I don't think half my class were there.. Evil evil people..

Anyways, this year was special. We had a water balloon fight. Yeep~ It's the life of the party! >.< [Provided with space to run in.] My first balloon hit right on my back. Causing me to be half wet, half dry. Therefore, to show my thanks to the "balloon-er", I shall return my next first balloon as a gift to Mr. Tiew E-Hong. *You're welcome.*

Continuing, after balloon fight. Dried up. Changed clothes. Lepak-ed in E-Hong's house. Lol. What else? >.< [Okay, not that huge. Maybe 2 times the size. Haha. And I think I saw it last time. Hmm...] But seriously, it's been a long time since I touched cards.

Heck.

It's been a long time since I've gone out with friends. *rolls eyes*

Anyways, thank you very muchie dude. For a wonderful night. >.< Yes I'm talking bout you, E-Hong. :P



[PS: My post title has absolutely nothing to do with High School Musical, so back off!]

Obsession, hello~?!

Ok. Now I shall correct the last sentence in my last post.

"And I thought I was the obsessed one."

I'm afraid I was wrong. So wrong. Wrong till I can make Hades flip over. xD

I am the obsessed one.

I few people should really get what I mean. Like, JAPAN~~~! Whoot~

Geddit? So, yeah. I'm the obsessed one here. Hel~lo~?!

Weirdness.

I saw this guy's blog. It's was ALL about his idol, and I mean EVERY post.

I actually thought that she was really his girlfriend. *rolls eyes*





And I thought I was the obsessed one. Sheesh..

Sorry! x100000

I feel like a jerk. DUDE, I feel like a jerk! Wth..

[It's not the first time I've forgotten one's birthday. Yeesh..]

I would like to say I'm sorry. Even though I have apologized in my personal message, sent an SMS, and even wrote this post to apologize, I still feel bad.

Mainly, because you never reply your SMS's and don't go online. So I'll go on imagining that you're mad or something. Then, I'll go, "Omg! I suck as a friend," all. week.

So please tell me it's fine.. or something. I do.not wanna feel like a jerk.

[Happy Belated 19th Birthday!!]

[You know it's you.]

又来Tag了..

第一：被点者请在自己的 BLOG里写下答案
第二 : 请传另外十位的人.=)
第三 : 传阅人‘请在于这十位当中斗留言版’ 告知他(她) 被点名了.
第四 : 这当中的十位的人‘不得拒绝’
第五: 被点者‘请注明被谁点了’ 在哪接到‘在传给下十位’
第六: 这些被点名者’
你们被点会得到祝福‘并且愿望会实现’ 也会得到幸福.^^‘幸福套餐'开始咯!!^^

幸福套餐 NO。1♥
01 你的绰号 : 哦.. SM Queen 吧.. xD
02 年龄 : 14岁 【算了吧..】
03 生日 : 25/10/1994
04 星座 : 天蝎
05 兴趣 : 吃喝玩乐、读书、懒惰咯..
06 专长 : 唱歌？不知道哦..

幸福套餐 NO。2♥
01 你有没有喜欢的人? : 有！生田 斗真【Toma】~ xD
02 是否在交往? : 你觉得呢？
03 现在幸福吗? : 不知道. 暂时没有feel.
04 如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事? : 移民到日本。:P
05 如果有天,你爱的人跟你告白的话? : 没有可能，他在日本。哈哈～

幸福套餐 NO。3♥
01 点你的人是: 蔚恩. 【算了，我都填惯了..】
02 他是你的 : 好友. =D
03 他的个性? : Sot Sot.
04 认识他多久? : 接近2年了。是吗？xD
05 你觉得他怎样? : 丷？太疯FMA了。
06 你想对他说什么 : 染头发！Yes!

幸福套餐 NO。4♥
01 最爱的节目 : 不知道. 多得不得了.
02 最爱的音乐 : 一样. 多得不得了.
03 最爱的季节 : 冬天！
04 最爱的卡通 : 卡通啊？Sesame Street 算吗？哈哈～
05 最爱的人 : 家人、朋友、Toma~
06 最爱的颜色 : 红、黑、白。
07 最爱的国家 : 日本！！【还用说？】
08 最爱的天气 : 晴天。总之是晴天就对了。

幸福套餐 NO。5♥
01 如果上天给你三个愿望: 1.世界太平～ 2.家人、朋友永远在一起 3.让我当Toma的非常好的好友～ xD

02 你是很专一的人吗 : 不懂呢..
03 最深刻的回忆? : 嗯.. 不想说。
04 你是个很有信心的人吗? : 不会很多。
05 你很爱微笑吗 : 忍不住微笑，一定会哈哈大笑！
06 如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗 : 要看咯.. xD
07 妄想什么样的生活 : 幸福快乐、没有忧愁。
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱 : ... 不一定。 哈哈！

调卷到此结束‘点人者请至于被点者的留言版’ 告知被点名了.I want to tag:

-亦弘啦.
-Felicia!! 哈哈～从来没有Tag过你. xD
-维峰。得空就填啦。
-永欣。有看我的部落格就填啦..
-永恩。一样。

Dreams

I slept till 1:30pm today. >.< And I had this awesome dream.

I was at this huge shopping mall. Then somehow, I ended up in another part of the shopping mall with tons of people. Including my friends, classmates, etc. The part of the shopping mall we were at was like, hidden from all people.. Something like secret chambers. But way grander and bigger.

[BTW, we were all split up into groups of 2-3]

So there were carpeted floors. Kinda like the ones you see when you get into a cinema. Then there were swirly floors.. Like the parking lots.. Where you go to the next floor by swirling up. >.< You can say it's stairs, but very wide and flat stairs.

Anyway, it was all carpeted. All.

I have no idea what we were doing. But it seemed like we were racing for something. Not really racing, but more like finding something together. I'm telling you, there were even non-Malaysians there. 0.o

So every time we find another swirly stairs.. There will be this.. Test or something in front of it. Like, everybody has to go through this tiny "survival" test at the spot. For example, I remember having Yen Ling beside me while we were doing the sand pit test. >.< Then I think we needed to get out of the sand pit without anybody helping.

And when me and Yen Ling got out. She was like, "I don't need these arrows anymore." Then she said she'll sell it. And you know what? An RO window popped out. It's like those that the merchants have. Omg. Haha.

Anyways, when we continued walking, somehow we gone the wrong way. So we had to start all over again. When it came to that, I was breathing way hard.

Remember I said that we were split into groups of 2-3? Well, I was split into a group of 2, including me. And my partner was this guy, which, in the dream, I obviously digged. >.<

He saw me panting and all, and we basically were in a hurry. So, he grabbed my hand and ran. >.< I was like, o.o. Haha. Then I felt so happy.. =3 We held hands running all the way..

=333333


Haha. I suck at describing dreams. xD

Play play play

You know, these few days I've been lost in a world. Unfortunately, that world is not my world, it's RO's world. What the freak.

RO starts out fun. Cause you keep up leveling quickly. But when you get to like level 40 or so. It's like... Ughhhhhh.............

Besides that, I chose the wrong server. Should have just downloaded the official one. Yeesh.

Then, in the world, the players are all super geng. Like, wtfreak, man?! Jen Hwa says it's cause private server alot of people use bot.. [As if I know what that is.. ==]

On top of that, I'm bored to my asssss.. Nobody teman me. They all switched to more... hipper games...? I asked a few people, and Kuan Yung actually told me he hates RO. Haha.

Anyway, I'm gonna download another one. A Chinese game. Whoot~ Since it seems like alot of my classmates are gonna play it.. Why not? >.<

Wth, dude.

Haih.. It's holidays. But somehow I seem more stressed.

All my friends are gone.

KS went to Kuantan just to eat seafood.

Yun go Hong Kong liao.

Buster is also going to Hong Kong.

Wei Feng stressed with college.. So cham.. T.T

SPM finishing.. Wish to go out with them..

Bro working.. Nobody teman me..

Sis not coming back this year.. T_T So bad..

Cousins all overseas.. Wth, man.


Me? I think I'm just gonna to sleep.


Zzz..

怎么可能？

最近发觉到，其实有很多人有我的blog 的网址咧..

连我从来没有告诉过我有blog 的人都有呢！



奇怪..

你走了，但你永远存在

今天早上，我被通知说，我的舅舅昨晚去世了。

其实，这已经是很早就被预料到的事了。 因为舅舅有癌症。

虽然本来没有什么大问题，但是不久前癌症越来越严重了，他变得不能够吃固状的食物了。

再过了不久，医生通知说，已经传染到了肺部。那时，我妈一直跟我其他的阿姨、舅舅，反复来往新加坡和马来西亚。

前几天，我舅舅进入了昏迷状况。医生说他随时都有可能走了。

昨晚，舅舅在昏迷之中离开了我们。或许，那更好吧。他在昏迷之中离开，或许那更好吧。因为他不用感到痛，安静的离开就好了。

四个孩子。一个16岁，一个14岁，一个9岁，而一个才2岁。舅舅说，要让14岁的，回到美国念书。9岁的，来马来西亚念书。而16岁和2岁的就跟着他们的妈妈。

想一下，我有多久没有见到他们了啊？多久没有拥抱我亲爱的表弟表妹们？多久没有去探望他们？最近忙得不像样，却忽略了亲戚朋友们。

舅舅星期六就火葬了。我没有办法看见他最后一面。就算我表面装得无表情，可是我真的是非常痛心的！

就算泪水再怎么流，我们就只能接受.. 对吗？

就只能继续往前看.. 对吗?!

机会

生命中有太多太多机会，
要好好的抓住。
如果真的那么的不幸，
把机会给弄丢了，
那，
我也无话可说...

I hate my life

Sometimes, I think my life is just too tiring for a 14 year old kid like me. I mean, when you're 14, you should be studying and spending time with friends, right? Right?

However, I'm just sinking into what adults would normally do and worry about nowadays. It sucks. I'm as busy as my Mom is, and it's practically like I'm working. Thank God, it's holidays already. Or else I'd die.

There's just so many things I wanna tell. So many things I wanna change into words. But I just can't find the words that fit right.

It's holidays, God dammit! I need to be taking a time off! Sleep till over 12 o'clock! Spend the whole night crashing my computer! But, no. I just had to be more stressed out!

So many things happened.. And so many things are going to happen..

I really need the time to really sit down and enjoy my time.

This sucks like hell.

Hilarioussss~~

Lol. Lisa showed me this super hilarious thing. >.<



Read it all no CHEATING!
...a smile leads to a laugh
...a laugh leads to a high 5
...a high 5 leads to a hug
...a hug leads to a Kiss
...a Kiss leads 2 a makeout
...a makeout leads to a feel up
...a feel up leads 2 a finger
...a finger leads to a hand
...a hand leads to a lick
...a lick leads to a suck
...a suck leads 2 a f*ck.

..So tell me how many people are you
gonna smile at after you heard this
cuz sex is like math.
...u add the bed
...subtract the clothes
...divide the legs
...leave your solution
...and pray you dont multiply





Haha!!! I laughed my head off. :D

Typeless

Ya know? I've got tons of stuff I want to write. I just can't type it out.





Sheesh..

Letter Tag [By Wey Ann]

Dear Wey Ann. I don't really know how to tell you this, but your nostrils are insulting. I think I realized it when I quoted Santa at the mental hospital and I saw you carve your initials into Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep David's tricot outfits as a memory. You should also know that I am better off without eggplant-fetishism. Go and drown yourself.

-Xiao Rui-

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your Journal).I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___,-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - CastratePink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

I tag nobody. Just do it if you wanna.

Sheesh..

Dude. Do I look THAT old?










*rolls eyes*













Man, I'm insulted.

Love ya, Guys~~

So.. today I went to celebrate Chee Yeng's birthday with the whole gang. And we went to KFC to celebrate. Lol. >.< [Mainly behind the wall from the stairs.] Then Chee Yeng was told that she was going to watch a movie with just a few people. So when she arrived, she was like, "Okay lar! Let's go watch movie!" But she didn't expect us to be actually plotting a birthday party for her. Haha..

So she was like o.o first when she saw us, then she became -.-. Haha.

Then we took out the durian with the candle on it. >.< style="font-size:85%;">[So I believe.] Cause every fruit represented Conqueror's members' names. [Except for Durian, it was blown just now. >.<] So, I think Wei Feng said that he was the one who made it. [Basically, I was shocked too. =) ] Chee Yeng was so shocked. Haha. She didn't believe it after a long while. [I'm telling you dude, you won't believe it either. Too bad I didn't take a picture of it.. T.T ]

Anyway, obviously she had to make a wish and blow the candle again. After that, she was almost licking the knife... Eww.. Haha.

Then, "dearest" Wei Feng just had to say that it was my birthday yesterday. >.< style="font-style: italic;">cried. Wtf. Man, my tear gland is just way too active. Hehe. I received my first birthday present of the year, a tiny teddy bear from Wei Feng!! Yay! Thank you so much. Btw, thank you for not giving me the other present. :P Then I got another card from Felicia. =] Thanks, you two. I haven't received birthday presents for ages. Let alone blow a candle. Hehe..

So after that, we went to Jusco Cheras Selatan. At first, we wanted to watch High School Musical 3. But the earliest show was at 6:15 pm. So we were like want go sing K or Watch movie. Ended up we didn't do neither cause of some people. [Hehe. If you're reading this, you should know. >.<]

So we ended up having a drink at a "restaurant" of sort. Me, Fefi, and Zhi Hui was laughing like cray maniacs. THEN, an uncle and auntie walked past us and purposely said, "Noisy." and "Noisy like hell." [In Chinese.] We were like, Wtf? So annoying. Well, I'd admit, we really are kind of noisy, but if you wanna tell us to shuddup, you could at least show some respect and tell us to pipe down! Bloody..

Anyway, we were a little quiet after that lar. Then not long after that. An old lady with her son, daughter and grandchild went into the restaurant. Then I think that they didn't have enough space to sit. And was like, pointing at us and then said something to her daughter. So, me and Fefi obviously knew that we should go. And so, me, Fefi, and 俊宝 left lor. Leaving the others back there chit chat-ing. When we got out, we were like walking here and there.. So sien. Until one of them called and told us they're coming upstairs to find us. Then we met up and parted ways.

Today was really fun lar.. The best day I have ever had in a loong time.

As a conclusion, I love ya guys~ =]





[Ps: Sorry ya, Wei Feng and Fefi. I left the teddy bear and card in Shu Yuen's bag.. But I'm gonna get it back next Saturday. Sorrry..]

功夫灌篮 Kung Fu Dunk

Woohoo!!




Guess what? I just finished watching 功夫灌篮[Kung Fu Dunk]. >.<



[Note: Cute as in Kawaii.]





Anyway, I really like "周大侠", the theme song for the movie. It's awesome. :P It's so fast that even I can't rap it at once. Haha. =P

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It's 12:30 in the morning.

Hair...

You Know?

I have a thing for long haired guys. >.< It's obvious isn't it? Hehe..


But not just any long haired guy lar.. Or else I die lor.. Haha.

Let me take Jun Ki as an example. XD When he had long hair, he looked feminine. [Yes, I agree.] But, he can really pull it off with the feminine look and everything. That's why, he's the feminine kind of hot guy. [Wey Ann, I don't care if you disagree. :P]
Then again, when he has short hair, he looks extremely manly. Haha. So cute.. -.-




God, I dunno what's gotten into me.

剑蝶[武侠梁祝] Butterfly Lovers [Sword Butterfly]

Phew. Just got back from watching Butterfly Lovers[Sword Butterfly]. I've got to admit, it was better than I thought it would be.

At first I wasn't sure who was acting in it. But I had this urge to watch it. And so I went. :P So when I got there-Leisure Mall, I saw that the main character was Wu Zun. Haha. Then I suddenly remembered Ker Jun telling me that Wu Zun was the main character. That's why I wanted to watch it.

Unfortunately, I watched the Cantonese version of the show. And now I am so confused if the original version is in Chinese or Cantonese! [Most probably Chinese. Since Wu Zun isn't a really good Cantonese talker than Cantonese.]


However, I was wrong. It's was not bad. :D [Despite the fact that Wu Zun's voice was actually dubbed.]


Erm.. It actually went on quite well in front. But when it got to the part when 梁山仲 was shot and everything, and had to go save 祝言之 and everything. It was a bit to draggy. It was like, 梁山仲 was shot with 2 arrows, cut on the neck, a bloody big sword got into the upper side of his heart, and yet he could still fight and breath and everything. I mean, what the hell? Is he immortal or what?

But the love betwen those two was.. How do you say it? It feels real. It's not too lovey dovey and stuff. But you can see that there's passion in it. Oh well, better watch it for yourself to see.

Anyway, it's overally good. Unlike other Butterfly Lovers movies, it's not so serious. It has much humour in it. And like the title says, 剑蝶 [武侠梁祝]. So expect more Fung Fu!! :D

I give it a 3.5 out of 5. =)

Freaky?

Isn't it freaky when somebody talks to you after you two just got into a fight?


Like, I got into a fight with someone. Then I totally ignored him. And I was even planning on ignoring him forever. Then one day he just come up to me and talks casually at me. And the tone is always so weird.. Different from before.. Like, treating me better.



...





Eww...





So freaky!!

"Seafood"

You see, there are a lot of types of seafood in the whole w-i-d-e world. There's prawn, crab, fish, and so on and so forth..

But, I looove the La La the most. [No idea what's it called in English.. >.<] It is so bloody yummy.. Yumm.. Yumm..

HOWEVER, there seems to be a new species that's seriously contaminating the name of "La La". This species is able to be found most likely in High Schools. Take my school for instance, Tsun Jin High School, has.. what? A population of 1/4 out of females? I dunno.. Anyways, this species tend to act all cute and girlish. Along with fur that is straight along the forehead or layered all over. I have also discovered that this species tend to walk in groups, as seen in my research grounds, aka [School].


I may very well post a picture of the mentioned species. But I wonder if it's okay to post up somebody from my school.. Oh well, who cares?

[No offense intended.]

This is an example of the newly found "La La" species. Some of you may have seen this particular "La La". However, this isn't a very good example of "La La". As she isn't a fully transformed "La La".

You see, this species' pictures are kinda hard to find. Therefore, I gave up searching after awhile. If anybody may be as kind to contribute some to me. I'll be delighted.

So after all the long talk, I was just trying to say.



I hate them.



Thank you.

Addiction

I wanna have earrings in the shape of the Cross!!!!!

I'm so gonna get it. :P


You know why? Hehe. Guess, duh.

Back once again~

Oh my God.

Oh, shit. It's come back! And right after exam, too! What a bloody good timing.



In case you're wondering, I'm talking bout my fanatic-self. It's come back to me. Haih.. Seems like I can't help it. Might as well enjoy it while I can. >.<

Bare with me!!!! XD

[I personally adooore this one. XD He's crying!! *drools*]

Free~~~

I'M F-R-E-E!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



I'M F-R-E-E!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LALALA~~~~~~~~~~~ >.<

2nd Day Training

Training is officially over. And so is the 2nd audition. Lemme tell ya, it was bloody tiring but fun!!

Obviously, I met a lot of new friends. =3 Yay!! Every person has he's/her's own unique talent. And every person has their own character.

I know quite a number of people in this training. Thanks to the King of Mars. =DDD So it wasn't really that scary.. Infact, it was more fun than I imagined it to be! >.<

Nevermind, you won't really get it if you've not been there yourselve. Therefore, it's an honour and simply not a waste of my time to be there. :D

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I shall feed you with some pictures of the trainees. :P

Cute Yen Loo.

Me and the hilarious Wei Feng.

Zhi Fung [My Buddy >.<], Carissa, Janelle and Felicia

Awesome Zhi Hui a.k.a. Melvin

Me and Hsuan.

Friendly Jia Yee.

Super fun Marie.

Marie, Hock Lee, Sharyl and Ee Jin

Kawaii~~ Sharyl and Ee Jin

Haha~ Blur Ah Jo.

Pretty and mature Carissa. [She's only fifteen!!!]

Chee Yeng, Me and Hsuan.

Hyperactive Forest.

Group Photo!!!! =]

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Love ya guys~ ^^

T-i-r-e-d.

I-am-so-bloody-tired.















I'll tell you the bits the day after tomorrow when I get a good night's sleep.

Thank you very much.

Damn you, Savage.

Oh my God..

I was watching Discovery Channel when I saw an advertisement. It was about some show showing survival skills. So, the host, had this tree frog on his finger. And he said:" This, is a tree frog." Then...

*Groump*
































He bit the bloody head off of the frog!!!!! WHAT THE!?!?

I was near to tears when I saw it! What the F*CK is wrong with him!? Even if I'm in desperate need of food, I would never eat a frog!

And on top of that, he ate it just like that!!! The frog was croaking, still alive, on his damn finger, when he put it's head into his mouth and *CHOMP*! The frog is dead. T_T

Damn sicko. Damn bastard. Damn sonova bitch. Damn cold blooded, heartless, insane bastard!!!!

I hope you rot in hell!!!!!!!!! And get your head bitten off every five minutes!!!!!!!

Twilight Series

Okay. This isn't going to be and of those arguments on [whether Harry Potter fans are stupid to think that Breaking Dawn ruined the Twilight Series] like Phyllis would most probably write.

No. I'm just going to expressed my love for the series as accurately as I can in words.

First of all, I absolutely love the series. [Even though I've only read up till Eclipse. >.<]

Okay, on with it.

Firstly, the writing talent of Stephenie Meyers have attracted me completely. Her skills and ideas are absolutely original. You can ignore the book for a few months, but once you start reading the first page, you'll be hooked on it until you finish the book. As for me, I am kinda picky. I choose a book by it's cover, title and brief introduction. I never read the first page until all three conditions are fulfilled. And that's also why I've missed quite some good books. However, this book just captured my heart the moment I saw it.

Secondly, this is a fantasy novel. It may not be logical, but it still seems logic enough to me. I can practically feel the love between Edward and Bella. It seems real. It is real. The bond between the Cullens are what I wish for my family to be. Although they aren't blood related, they have this sparkle within each and every one of them.

Finally, I love vampire and werewolf novels however supernatural it may be. But, it still has to be more realistic. Stephenie Meyers doesn't make it too hard for us to believe the story. In truth, her vampires and werewolves are just like human, just with a bit more abilities.

As a conclusion, this series is no doubt worth reading. If you may doubt my ability to judge, then I have no arguments. But believe me, many will say the same.

PS: I'll be getting Breaking Dawn this Sunday. Then I'll get Midnight Sun in December, once it's out. Yay! >.<

Me! Me! Me!

I love this picture. >.<

I've Decided..

I shall participate.

I shall participate for the sake of Chee Yeng, Hsuan, my friends, but most of all, myself.
Whether this is the correct decision or not, I do not know. But I'll follow what my heart says.

Friends, support me!! This shall be the greatest task I'll have to face, this year and next year.

I'll move on with my life, no matter who is missing from it. I shall live on with a smile on my face.

Thank you Hsin Ni, I love you always. Friends forever. :)

空虚..

心中的一大块不见了.. 去了哪?

想念.. 回忆.. 还在。

朋友.. 欢笑.. 失踪了。

陪着我近入梦乡的眼泪.. 回来了。

忙碌的星期六.. 不在了。

空虚.. 失去了你们。

期待.. 等着你们的到来。

火星三冠王，我爱你。

2个月的训练，两天的时间，三场的演出，圆满结束了。

感谢张老师一直以来细心的教导。
感谢邢老师耐心与明智地引导我们。
感谢Explore和Discovery的Captain们默默地支持我们。
感谢所有Explore, Discovery以及青草地的同伴们一起为这场演出付出。
感谢后台的工作人员不求回报地为我们奉献。
感谢一切的一切。

这场演出，让我踏上了舞台的第一步。让我了解了“付出”这两个字的意义。让我结交了更多朋友，了解了更多人，拉近了我们之间的关系。

非常谢谢欣霓，Felicia，Natalie, 家阳，伟贤，Yee Hong，缘慧，家豪，Ye Woon, 静颖，James，Boon Chen，Stephen，还有那些小瓜们... 谢谢你们一直以来辅助着我，帮助我，陪伴我。在我伤心时逗我笑，在我失落时让我开心起来，在我哭时安慰我。还有，在我太吵时提醒我安静下来。=]

非常高兴能够真正的认识了“爱”这个字。

那天来不及告诉你们，可是，

“我真的真的很爱你们！ 不知道改天还有没有机会见面，但我会永远记住我们建立起来的友情！我们一起经历过的事情，我是永远不会忘记的！有你们的存在，是我人生中最愉快，最幸运的事！朋友们，我永远爱你们！”

我哭了。可是，我还是笑着。

谢谢你们。

我爱你们。

Me?

Still tired.

Me as I am now...

Now, imagine me.

Wall-E~~

Whoop de doo!!

Guess what? I'm gonna watch Wall-E today at 1:30pm, which is 2 and a half hours away!!!


















:P

Wee!!!!

LEE CHONG WEI WON!!!! Lee Chong Wei won!!! Lee Chong Wei WON~~~~~~~~~~~


Whoop de doo!!!!!!


















He rockxors my boxors ~







>.<

Freaky..

[Warning: Usage of "freaky" may appear for quite a number of times.]

It's kinda freaky.

Lets say A met B somewhere, B doesn't know who A is, but they have met before. Now, when A asks a friend, C, about B's age and stuff, and asks for C to help A chat up with B, is it freaky? Now imagine if you were B, is that kinda freaky??

And when C is your very good friend, and tells you bout it, shows you the message, how would you react??



Brrr... Freakin' freaky..

Crying..

I'm breaking down. I can't continue.. 2 of my friends who promised to go ended up not going..
What the hell am I supposed to do?

I have to reach my bloody "10 tickets" target today. But I'm obviously doomed..

I feel like crying now. The bubble that has been filling up with sorrow and stress is not going to be able to hold on much longer..
My flood gate's opening, my tears are welling up, my heart is breaking, and I'm dying inside of me.

I'm drowning in stress.. They just don't understand!! How can we sell when the price is so bloody high??! They don't know the limit of what a high school student can do! Even my relatives won't even go! Just because of the bloody price!

I'm crying..

*Bang*

Damn it.
Why the hell did I make that impossible promise?

Darn.

Dead.

OH-MY-GOD

I'm dead. What have I done?! She is so gonna kill me.. That evil Witch of the Waste..

WHY?!






GOD...






























I'm DOOMED....

Tagged By Lisa

So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)

2. Put it on shuffle

3. Press play

4. For every question, type the song that's playing

5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and a lot of the songs fit with the settings

Opening Credits:

Hannah Montana - The Best Of Both Worlds [Okay. Not that bad. Intro to my world?]

Waking Up:

The Wing - 寻翼 [My choir song. Kinda fits though. Waking up, finding my goal in life. :D ]

First Day At School:

Infiniti - 无限的故事 [Also my choir song. XD True. The first day of school is indeed filled with endless stories and happenings. ]

Falling In Love:

张绍涵 - 不想懂得 [Erm.. What if I want to know? ]

Fight Song:

周杰伦 - 青花瓷 [Haha. This is way too elegent to be my fight song. XD ]

Breaking Up:

施文斌 - 忘不了 [ Jackpot! ]

Prom Night:

张绍涵 - 我恋爱了 [Hehe. Who knows? ]

Life:

Hilary Duff - A Love Divine [ My life doesn't really revolve all around love.. ]

Mental Breakdown:

Mariah Carey - Always Be My Baby [ Huh? Unless he's there with me when I'm having my mental breakdown. :P ]

Driving:

Unknown - 肥婆只鸡 [ Hahaha!!! Maybe I'm crazy when I'm driving?? XD ]

Flashback:

周杰伦 - 蒲公英的约定 [ Oh My God!! Fits 100%%%!!!! ]

Getting Back Together:

孙燕姿 - 逆光 [ Huh? Maybe I'm not really happy with myself when we get back together? Dunno.. ]

Wedding:

Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You [ Wow.. According to the lyrics or the title? :P ]

Birth Of Child:

金莎 - 不可思议 [ Haha! The baby is unbelievably cute.. or ugly?! ]

Final Battle:

飞轮海 - 出神入化 [ Thank you very much!! Wakaka.. ]

Funeral Song:

孙燕姿 - 遇见 [ I met the Death Reaper on my funeral day. >.< ]

Final Credits:

曹格&卓文萱 - 梁山伯与朱丽叶 [ - -? Happy ending? ]

I Don't Wanna Post!!

I don't wanna post!! *wails like a little baby*

It's so hard to post about something. I just don't feel like posting.. I have something in my head but can't put it in words.. WTF..?

To make more sense,






I'm just plain lazy.

"I Want A Fat Babe"

OK. Dude, have you guys heard The Backstreet Boys'- I Want It That Way?

Well, here's a more cranky version of it- I Want A Fat Babe. Enjoy laughing! >.<

The King Of Mars. Support Me!!!

Like I have mentioned before, I'm having a concert, or more like a musical.




Title: The King Of Mars

Date: Aug 22nd Fri 8.00pm (RM60, RM150)
Aug 23rd Sat 3.00pm (Charity)
Aug 23rd Sat 8.00pm (RM60, RM150)

Venue: The Actor's Studio, Bangsar Shopping Complex

E-mail or add my MSN at, slowpoke94xr@hotmail.com, for more information.

My Lovely Family

*This post is actually supposed to be before the previous post. [time-wise] But I got lazy.. >.<*

Anyways, yesterday was the best day I had for a very long time.

I went to my friends house cause I needed to record a video along with a few of my fellow choir friends.

There was a scene when the whole family sat together and ate lunch. Namely, KFC, and a lot more food. :P I was part of the family, so of course, I sat down, chatted a couple of random things, and ATE. Haha.
It was so stupid. "Grandma" and "Grandpa" was so weird.. And "Mom" and "Dad" was pampering me and my "Bro". But my "Kakak" was the most tortured person. She was like, being ordered here and there. And also being blur too. Lol. >.<

Only three of the family members were from Tsun Jin. Namely, Me, Natalie [黄嘉文], and Eric [家阳]. Natalie's my "Grandma", and Eric's my "Bro".

I'm telling you. People in the drama society are really something. Natalie was so awesome!! She really looked like an old lady when she was laughing at the TV. :D And Eric was just acting childish, running towards the KFC as soon as my "Dad" came in the door. [Like he's supposed to be] And me? I'm supposed to be the good little girl, grabbing my "Dad"s bag while Eric gets the KFC.. T^T Unfair. >.<

Just so coincidently, it was Natalie's birthday too! So, that added another helpful scene to our video. YUM~MY~!

Then, it was time to go home. >.<

The fun in it is indescribable. With all the family members together, I was going insane! :D

By the way, I think you'll love them. They're as weird as you! =]

Whoot~~

Emo guys are cute.

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And that's a bloody fact.

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BUT,

If a guy can be weird, funny, and emo at the same time, that makes him GOD.

>.<






















I'm obsessed. =]
With him. :P

Sports Day [Incomplete]

Have I mention that my school's having sports day? I suppose not.. Anyways, it's at the same place as last year- Stadium Bola Sepak Tun Razak. It lasted for three days, 16th, 17th and 18th of August.[day before yesterday, yesterday, and today] And we got the next day off too! :D

It was kinda boring this year. Last year was way better. Maybe it's because we already know about how sports day's like.. Nothing fresh and exciting anymore. Pssshh..

I love Tsun Jin and J2E!!!!!!!!! I love you. I love you. I love you. Muacks~~~~~~~~

I'm lazy to post about what actually happened during sports day. Lazy.. Maybe next time, or tomorrow. :P

Me, Myself, and Hancock.

Lol. Suddenly feel so perasan. >.< Come to think of it. It's the first time I've posted my pictures in my blog. Hmm..

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I just watched Hancock! It is so bloody awesome. I repeat: IT IS SO BLOODY AWESOME!!

I love Will Smith!! Well, not in that way. But I still love him!! He rocks! Hehe..
And it's so cool, watching him fly around like that. @_@

I strongly encourage you to watch it. Ahem.. No. I shall rephrase that, I command you to watch it! It's a must, sucker!









Oh, and by the way, Ice Age 3 is coming in 2009. Wee~~

:P

Buhaha!! Remember Will Smith? Remember HANCOCK????

Well, I'm just posting this post to tease some of you people out there. Cause I'm gonna watch Hancock today!!! *evil laugh*

:P

Him and Him.

I've been seeing him a lot these days. Don't know why..
I can't deny that I've been with him more these days. Neither can I deny that I miss him more, too.

I wonder what he sees me as. I wonder everyday, every hour, every minute, every second. He's just so kind to me. So kind that he's confusing me more and more.

What does he feel for me? Just a friend? Or more?




Then there's him again.

He's confusing me too. We're so close. The best buds ever. Forever and only best buds.

I don't know what he feels. I don't know how he thinks.

The sweet talks. The never ending flow of messages. The choice of words. The constant greeting. His everything confuses me.

Can't we just be friends? I like it more when we were friends. It was better that way.

Because I like him, not him.

Stress-ing

I think I'm stress-ing too much. My head's gonna explode.

I so bloody regret of participating in the syarahan competition!! [Though it's not hard to do.] But I'm so darn lazy.. T^T
I finished memorizing it. Today. One bloody hour. That's it?! Sheesh.. Langsung not challenging pulak..

Then again, I'm also stress-ing cause my choir teacher's being so damn pushy..












































HAHAHA! HAHA HAHA!!!! Aha.. Ha.. Don't mind me, I just remembered something funny. >.<

My choir teacher put the video camera so damn close to Jia Yang's face and said, "Monkey!" In a high squeaky voice. Haha!! Meaning that he looked like a monkey. >.< Which was true, ya know? He was doing that look again. Hahaha!

Haih.. There's too much on my mind now.. I wanna die..



How bout I try having an overdose of Panadol like Anne suggested?

Not Bad and Awesome

I Am Legend actually isn't that bad.. The problem is, it spends the first 30 minutes showing nothing. You don't really get to know the guy's name or what the hell is happening besides the fact that the guy is the only person left in New York. But after that, it's not really that bad.. XD

Actually, it's because I like Will Smith. >.<

But still, it's not that bad.. =] Therefore, I give it 3 stars out of 5.

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Next up, Bee Movie!!!!!!!! :D

It is awesome!!!! So bloody pretty!!!! Look at the woman's features!!! I'm practically dying here!!!!!

Okay, relax, chill....

The story plot's good. The inside of the hive looks ridiculously nice. And everything is super duper uber sweet!! The jobs are creative and the voicing is perfect. But something's weird though.. It seems like almost every female bee has the same hairstyle.. Hmm..

I give it a 5 star out of 5!!! =]

Leave me!

Why do you need to treat me like this? Don't you remember the old days when we laughed together?

How come you've become so cold? So cold I can't even have a proper conversation with you.
You have become someone else. Someone who is blinded by "love".

Why did you choose to like me? Why did you even tell me?

I do not like you.

I want it to just be the way it was. The times when we laughed and joked. The good times. The valuable times.

Please don't torment me. There's just no chemistry between us.

Why can't you just let go??! You're hurting me more than you know.

I DO NOT LIKE YOU!!!!

He'll always be with me, forever.

I was at my cousin's house this Tuesday for a pizza party to celebrate my uncle's birthday.

When it was time to go home, my younger cousin sister - Yo-En, said: " When I'm Form 2, you're Form 4."
I was like, " Yeah.. So?" Then my other cousin sister - Yoxin, said, " Oh my God!! Then when she's Form 4 we're Form 6 already!!!! Wahh.."

Then Yo-En said, " Wahh.. I cannot imagine you when you're 17 years old."

I said, " Yeah.. I can't even imagine myself at 10 years old already. What's more 17 years old!!"

Yoxin said, " Wahh.. We're actually getting older leh.. Getting matured already. Hahaha!!"




Then it hit me.


After all these years, I didn't even realized that I'm growing every single day. I never realized how fast time flies. I never realized how much memory I have with my primary school and friends. Every piece of memory we've spent together. Every laughter. Each time we become friends again after a quarrel. Every time we helped each other. Every time we got scolded by the teacher together.

Every piece of memory is like a puzzle piece. If lost, then the picture shall never be completed.

Then there was the time I spent in my kindergarten, with the cute name that I love so very much-Jack & Jill. My teacher that was so kind and loving. The pictures that I drew with an older sister-like friend. The cards I made every Mother's Day and Father's Day. All written on my memory.

Even though I cannot remember clearly, but I still remember the time my grandfather would bring me to the "Kopitiam" near my old house in SS2. The time he would order a cup of coffee and wipe the saucer clean, then pour some coffee in for me to drink.
I even remember the time when I was in my uncle's house. Everybody was is the living room, crying. Every relative, every friend, was there. A circle was formed. Everyone took turns to look into the open lid on the coffin that laid at the center of the room. My mom picked me up. And I saw my Grandfather in the coffin, eyes closed.

In the cold June of year 2000, my Granddad left us.

I was six then, and I wasn't sure what was happening. I went back to play.

The next day, I didn't find Grandpa in my house. I cried. I cried. I cried!! Then I realized, he's left me, his closest granddaughter, forever.

I love you, Grandpa.

Bored.

Nothing to post about. I'm just plain bored.


Zzz..

*Snore*











Life is boring. = =

Owww...

I think something is wrong with my left knee and my left wrist.

My left knee hurts when I walk on flat surfaces but won't hurt when I walk on stairs. Maybe it's because I bend my knee when I walk stairs. And left wrist hurts a lot when I push it backwards. My right wrist won't.

Actually, it's been like this for a long time. I just ignored it. Thinking that it would become better by itself..



























T_T

Maybe I should see a doctor...?

Afraid

I think there's something else inside of me. It never happens at school or anywhere outside. It only happens at home.

Something is stirring inside me. I think it's going to show itself.

It's my other half. The mirror half of me. It's perfect in ways but dark in other ways. It has what I've always wanted but what I've always despised.

I lose control of myself. My body doesn't feel like mine anymore. I can't control it. I fall and fall and fall and fall. I scold people without really realizing it. I say things that hurt uncontrollably.

What can I do? I feel like killing myself. Ending it all right this second.

Who can save me from this mess? This curse I am to bear forever. Who?

The day is come... and gone

Finally, the two nights that I've worked so hard for has finally come. And ended.

Seriously, I'm tired. My holiday is like, "BAMM!!!!!". And viola, it's gone. Pssst...
But still, it was fun. =]

Of course, I made me love my society more!!! Muacks~~~

If you still have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm talking about my Chinese Orchestra performance, 《旭乐东升》. =3

No English name though.

These two nights were damn hectic, man. The first day of performance, I slept at 1 o'clock, midnight. The next day, I was sleeping myself out during practice. ZZz.. Me and Yan Hee was like, "So tired ahh...." or "I wanna sleep..". LOL. I ended up using my Er Hu as a head rest. >.<

Anyway, on the first night, Catholic High School and 南益校友会 [Damn good] went to watch our performance, and of course, there were a lot of Tsun Jin students. The second night, our school's Brass Band went to watch us, but there were more old people.

Ker Jun and Angelin [as far as I know] went on the first day. The I saw Loong Hui and Shaina on the second day. Of course, Shaina was with her band but did not see Lisa.. Hmm..?

So tired.. I think I'll go back into my dream land.. Laters.

Annoying

Some people, they message you on MSN. Then when you reply them back after finishing what you were busy doing, they don't reply back!! = =

Suckers...

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This is the longest holiday I've been through. I went back to school almost EVERY day. Sheesh... But still, it's fun. :D

Today's the day, then there's tomorrow again..




You will regret not coming to see me. :P [If you know what I'm talking about.]