I've Decided..

I shall participate.

I shall participate for the sake of Chee Yeng, Hsuan, my friends, but most of all, myself.
Whether this is the correct decision or not, I do not know. But I'll follow what my heart says.

Friends, support me!! This shall be the greatest task I'll have to face, this year and next year.

I'll move on with my life, no matter who is missing from it. I shall live on with a smile on my face.

Thank you Hsin Ni, I love you always. Friends forever. :)

火星三冠王，我爱你。

2个月的训练，两天的时间，三场的演出，圆满结束了。

感谢张老师一直以来细心的教导。
感谢邢老师耐心与明智地引导我们。
感谢Explore和Discovery的Captain们默默地支持我们。
感谢所有Explore, Discovery以及青草地的同伴们一起为这场演出付出。
感谢后台的工作人员不求回报地为我们奉献。
感谢一切的一切。

这场演出，让我踏上了舞台的第一步。让我了解了“付出”这两个字的意义。让我结交了更多朋友，了解了更多人，拉近了我们之间的关系。

非常谢谢欣霓，Felicia，Natalie, 家阳，伟贤，Yee Hong，缘慧，家豪，Ye Woon, 静颖，James，Boon Chen，Stephen，还有那些小瓜们... 谢谢你们一直以来辅助着我，帮助我，陪伴我。在我伤心时逗我笑，在我失落时让我开心起来，在我哭时安慰我。还有，在我太吵时提醒我安静下来。=]

非常高兴能够真正的认识了“爱”这个字。

那天来不及告诉你们，可是，

“我真的真的很爱你们！ 不知道改天还有没有机会见面，但我会永远记住我们建立起来的友情！我们一起经历过的事情，我是永远不会忘记的！有你们的存在，是我人生中最愉快，最幸运的事！朋友们，我永远爱你们！”

我哭了。可是，我还是笑着。

谢谢你们。

我爱你们。

Crying..

I'm breaking down. I can't continue.. 2 of my friends who promised to go ended up not going..
What the hell am I supposed to do?

I have to reach my bloody "10 tickets" target today. But I'm obviously doomed..

I feel like crying now. The bubble that has been filling up with sorrow and stress is not going to be able to hold on much longer..
My flood gate's opening, my tears are welling up, my heart is breaking, and I'm dying inside of me.

I'm drowning in stress.. They just don't understand!! How can we sell when the price is so bloody high??! They don't know the limit of what a high school student can do! Even my relatives won't even go! Just because of the bloody price!

I'm crying..

*Bang*

Damn it.
Why the hell did I make that impossible promise?

Darn.

Dead.

OH-MY-GOD

I'm dead. What have I done?! She is so gonna kill me.. That evil Witch of the Waste..

WHY?!






GOD...






























I'm DOOMED....

The King Of Mars. Support Me!!!

Like I have mentioned before, I'm having a concert, or more like a musical.




Title: The King Of Mars

Date: Aug 22nd Fri 8.00pm (RM60, RM150)
Aug 23rd Sat 3.00pm (Charity)
Aug 23rd Sat 8.00pm (RM60, RM150)

Venue: The Actor's Studio, Bangsar Shopping Complex

E-mail or add my MSN at, slowpoke94xr@hotmail.com, for more information.

My Lovely Family

*This post is actually supposed to be before the previous post. [time-wise] But I got lazy.. >.<*

Anyways, yesterday was the best day I had for a very long time.

I went to my friends house cause I needed to record a video along with a few of my fellow choir friends.

There was a scene when the whole family sat together and ate lunch. Namely, KFC, and a lot more food. :P I was part of the family, so of course, I sat down, chatted a couple of random things, and ATE. Haha.
It was so stupid. "Grandma" and "Grandpa" was so weird.. And "Mom" and "Dad" was pampering me and my "Bro". But my "Kakak" was the most tortured person. She was like, being ordered here and there. And also being blur too. Lol. >.<

Only three of the family members were from Tsun Jin. Namely, Me, Natalie [黄嘉文], and Eric [家阳]. Natalie's my "Grandma", and Eric's my "Bro".

I'm telling you. People in the drama society are really something. Natalie was so awesome!! She really looked like an old lady when she was laughing at the TV. :D And Eric was just acting childish, running towards the KFC as soon as my "Dad" came in the door. [Like he's supposed to be] And me? I'm supposed to be the good little girl, grabbing my "Dad"s bag while Eric gets the KFC.. T^T Unfair. >.<

Just so coincidently, it was Natalie's birthday too! So, that added another helpful scene to our video. YUM~MY~!

Then, it was time to go home. >.<

The fun in it is indescribable. With all the family members together, I was going insane! :D

By the way, I think you'll love them. They're as weird as you! =]

Pathetic

"My ambition is to be a doctor. I wish that I will achieve my ambition. I hope that my wish can come true."

LOL. My friend told that to my English teacher when she asked us to talk about our ambition, wish and hope. Lame.

Her ambition is not a doctor. Well, duh.. Why would she wanna?

Anyway, today is a Saturday. (Although it's already past 12a.m. >.<) I would like to give a short speech to my fellow choir friends. Bear with me.

*Ahem*

*Cough* *Cough*

A very good morning to my fellow choir members. Today, teacher will not be attending the choir lesson. Therefore, me, Felicia* and Yuan Hui* will be conducting you guys tonight.

*My choir friends.

*First thing I said when everybody quieted down.

Guys, please take this practice seriously, because we only have 30 plus members attending today's choir. So please, be cooperative.

*Second thing.

Can you people be more serious? I know you are all tired and bored without teacher's presence. So, please bear with us.

*Middle of practice.

(My friend in a killing spree.) Can you guys wake up!? This song is supposed to be lively! Not like the way you sing it! Please! Wake up! You can go wash your face if you wanna!

*End of choir.

(Friend again.) The practice was meaningless.

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And that was how my whole choir went. What I find ridiculous is, two of my friends went home before the choir ended- Angelin and Jia Yang. I have no idea why Angelin left, and Jia Yang claimed that he didn't feel good, that he wanted to go home and rest. Pathetic excuse if you ask me.



"Jerk"os.

What happened when I was gone

For your information, I have not updated my blog for God-knows-how-many-days. This is resulted from the heartless action of a mother by the name of Chin Mee Chwong a.k.a. my Mom. Therefore, while my Mom is on a trip to Taiwan, and my bossy old brother is at school, I might as well make use of my free time (other than studying for the exam), by using the computer.

A lot has happened for the past dunno-how-many-days. I shall use this post as a token of my apology. I copied this from my diary, but of course, cut off some private details.
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February 23th (Saturday)

It's a Saturday.Which also means a Choir Day. So yeah, it's gonna be a long day.

To tell you the truth, today's choir was quite fun.

I've always thought that my choir teacher's past would be more 'organized'. But then, during today's choir, teacher started off with practicing the previous weeks songs.And for the first time ever, not a single parent was there to watch us practice. Then teacher let out a relieved sigh. She said: " I don't like to have parents here. There are a lot of things that I could not say in front of them regarding 'bout you guys."

Then teacher started to tell a few of our members about themselves, and their parents. It's not really something bad, it's was just making them realize themselves or something like that.

Then she said again, " There are a lot of things that you guys don't do for yourself. For instance, why do you come to Green Meadow Theater Troupe? If it's just because your mother tells you to come here, then I beg of you to leave. Sometimes, we just have to do something for ourselves. Let me tell you something, when I was a kid, in primary school, I was very naughty. Have you guys ever thought of skipping school?"

Everybody immediately nodded.

"I was in the best class, and so we were needed to attend tuition after school. I was a very good liar back then. I had plenty of excuses. Something like 'My sister is sick, I have to go back and look after her'. My school was near McDonald's. Just 1 km or so on foot. I normally go back home by bus. It takes half an hour to reach my house, and that means my house is very far away. So I always reach home in 2 hours if I got tuition. So if I go home on foot, it'll take 2 hours too. That's why on the way back, I stop to buy McDonald's. Haha. Ain't I smart?"

Everyone laughed.

"I remember my love story started when I was 13. Haha. I started to dump people back when I was 13. I remember my first boyfriend's name was *insert Chinese name here(I forgot)*. When I was 17 years old. I met a boy 9 years older than me, which means he was 26 years old. I met him because I took part in a lot of out-of-school activities. All my friends and parents objected, cause of the age difference. But I still went out with him. I got to learn a lot of things from him. He was working then, so he always told me about the world outside, how the people outside act like, all those. So when I went out to work, it was quite easy for me."

Somebody asked, "So you still dumped him, right?"

"Haha. Yeah, we found that we really wasn't for each other. So we broke up. Another incident, I was also in primary school. In my school, we have to memorize a very long passage every 2 weeks and have a test on it. Since we were the best class, teacher thought that we would be very honest, and not cheat on the test. So after reaching my class, she would say start, and immediately start to mark books. That time, we used a book to write the passage out. I was very lazy at that time, so I copied the passage into the book first before I went to school. So I won't need to memorize it. On top of that, the students always used books to cover up their answers. Aha! That makes it better for me! So I just pretend to write down the answers. Haha!"

Everyone laughed harder.

"But then one day, I dropped my book. I was vice school prefect. And what's worse? The head prefect was the one who picked up the book! Haha. And he gave the book to my teacher. So I thought I didn't bring my book. So I told my teacher and took a paper to write it down. I wrote out the whole passage according to what I remember. After the test, teacher asked who cheated on the test. Aha! So I wasn't the only one who cheated, some of them was by writing on the table to remind them about some words or so. But nobody did something like me. Hehe. But I was very thick-minded that time. I didn't confess. So teacher ask for somebody to go take the cane. I stood up. And everybody stared at me. I was like, 'What?' Then I walked to the back of the class and handed teacher the cane. My teacher still respected me, and didn't scold me right at the spot. After class, teacher asked me to go to the office with her. I didn't know that my teacher already knew about me cheating. So I didn't suspect anything. When I reached her table, she handed me the book. I was so scared inside, but I still didn't show it out. My teacher caned me 100 times at the spot. My palm was already blue black. And my teacher even helped me to put on iodine onto my palm."

Most of my friends were already close to tears.

"My teacher punished me to copy all the passages that we have done so far for 10 times per passage. By that time, we had already done 30 or more passages! My teacher gave me a week to do it and on the third day, my teacher asked me how much I have already copied. The truth is, I only copied 75 words. So I said very quietly, '75 words...'. But teacher heard me say 75 passages! So she asked the person in front of me to go to my house to check whether I really did copy 75 passages. But the person in front of me heard 75 words! So when she came to my house, she started counting the words, I was so relieved. The next day, teacher asked her if I copied enough. And my friend answered, 'Yes, she copied more than 75 words already!"

Everybody burst out laughing.

"After that, I did every passage by memorizing it."

Everybody clapped.
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Haha. I guess that's enough for that day. I'll post a new post cause this post is getting too crowded. Till then!