I hate my life

Sometimes, I think my life is just too tiring for a 14 year old kid like me. I mean, when you're 14, you should be studying and spending time with friends, right? Right?

However, I'm just sinking into what adults would normally do and worry about nowadays. It sucks. I'm as busy as my Mom is, and it's practically like I'm working. Thank God, it's holidays already. Or else I'd die.

There's just so many things I wanna tell. So many things I wanna change into words. But I just can't find the words that fit right.

It's holidays, God dammit! I need to be taking a time off! Sleep till over 12 o'clock! Spend the whole night crashing my computer! But, no. I just had to be more stressed out!

So many things happened.. And so many things are going to happen..

I really need the time to really sit down and enjoy my time.

This sucks like hell.