A Short Conversation

I saw you again.
It was after school,
near the school hall.
You were walking towards me and I was walking towards you.
After we were a bit closer.
You asked me.

"你请假了没有？"
"Have you applied for a leave yet?"
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*Oh My God! He's so cute.* 
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"明天，明天才请。"
"Tomorrow, I'll apply for it tomorrow."
 
Then you left.

I lied.

I needed a letter of proof.
And I needed you to do it for me.
But I did not have the guts to tell you.

I asked a friend to ask you.
But I'm not sure if she'll ask.
I was afraid to ask you.

Or maybe i was shy.
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Your voice was so soft.
You were wearing our Form 1 sports shirt.
You, looked cute.
Sometimes I wish that you would just dump her.
But for me to think of that is bad.
We cannot force people to be with us.

Even if we do,
Happiness still does not belong to us..

Therefore,
I promise,
To quietly be by your side,
Watching over you,
Loving you.

-XiAorUi--

A Single Touch

You came to my class.
You were searching for a friend.
But your friend wasn't there.
You looked anxious.

Then you saw me,
I almost ran for it.
But you called me-"筱瑞!"
I was stopped in my tracks.
I went for your direction.

*I can't believe it, he remembers my name!*

You gave me a paper.
And asked if I could pass it to my friend.
Of course, I said sure...

You were so close to me.
I could almost feel your breath.

But you were with her, again.
Every time I see you,
you're always with her.
She was watching us from behind.

I know you are already with her.
I know that you will always love her.
I know that there's no way,
you would like me..

But I'm happy..
Just to be by your side..

-XiAorUi--

The Truth

Every time someone teases me,
Tease about me and you,
I always act like I'm annoyed.
But the truth is,
I really like them to tease me,
To tease about you and me;

Every time you come close to me,
I pretend to run away.
But the truth is,
I wanna be close to you,
But I'm afraid;

Every time we talk,
I pretend to end the conversation quickly.
But the truth is,
I like to talk to you,
To chat about everything;

Every time I see you,
My heart starts to skip a beat.
The truth is that I love you,
And I will forever,
Forever,
Loving you.

-XiAorUi--

Exam over! Now what?

WooHoo!! Exam's finally over! Actually, it was over like, a week ago.. Wakaka..
I'm so happy!!
No more exams.. Lalalalalala... - -"

However, it has been really boring since the exam ended.. There's nothing to do now.
Bored Bored Bored..
I really wanna go ice-skating!!
But there's nobody to go with me.. And I'm not even free.. T_T
So unfair!

Now, I go to school to just play!! Wakaka!
Cus' there's nothin more for the teachers to teach!
Although I still need to do my Science Peka during Science classes..
It has been kinda fun though..
Cus' like I said, I juz go to chit chat or play.. My bag is as light as a feather!! WooHoo!!

PS: Those updates like the previous one(with the love love stuff) are fake! They're not real! I just write them for fun, cus' I feel like writing them! So don't go all serious about them!
Especially my classmates!!

I am.. a Devil?

I found out how I feel today.
Could I possibly live on with this feeling?
Only time can tell..

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He cut his hair today.
His front hair was cut wavy.
He looked really cute that way.
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I noticed him looking at me today.
Maybe,  just maybe, could he possibly feel the same way for me?

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Today is an exam day.
He wore a silver green jacket during the exam.
He looked so cute.
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How can I possibly stop staring?

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Love formula:
Me+ Him= 0%
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I want to know everything about him.
And I want him to feel the same way as I do to him.
However, it seems impossible.
I'll never know how he feels..
I feel dumb. Lost. Useless.
That's it. I gave up.
I did what I want, when I want.
I am evil...
I am a.. Devil...

-XiAorUi--

Anoyyed Anoyed *Annoyed*

Today's exam sucked..

I had BM and KH exams today.
BM was fine. But during the KH exam, arghhhhh!!!!

My KH teacher was the examiner for the KH exam. And he's a 'simply simply' kind of person.
So during the exam, he went to arrange the tables and chairs to kill time.
Then, (I dunno how) my friends asked him something. And then my friend mouthed to me that the teacher gave her the answer to the question that she asked!!
And when my class knew the whole thing, they kept raising their hands! And my teacher just kept giving them answers!!
I was so freaked out! I mean, how can a teacher do such a thing and how can my class just keep continuing asking question!?!??
I was so pissed-off. Me and my friend (behind me) was like o.0""""".
If a teacher or somebody found out about this. The whole class will have their names in the 'black list'. Their names will be copied down and will have a 'black record'!!!

Then, when they finished, they spent the rest of the time chit-chattin'! And were making noises so noisy that I felt like shouting at them!! They were whistling and tappin' the table and making chair noises. It was so annoying! They think that just because that this teacher is more easy-go-easy-come, they can do that to him!

They have crossed the limit now. I swear I'm gonna tell teacher!

The Future

In the future
I want to learn
Learn to forgive and forget

In the future
I want to soar
Soar to where my dreams are
Soar to where my heart belongs to

In the future
I want to be happy
Be happy for who I am
and for who I love

In the future
I want to seek
Seek for fortune
The fortune of knowledge
The fortune of happiness

In the future
I want to love
To love and be loved
To love my dear ones
and my special someone
To love me for who I am

I want to be someone special
Someone to be looked up to
Someone that I can be proud to admit

I want to be the one

-XiAorUi--

Wat Is This?

I feel weird.. I never felt like this before..
People just used to say rumours bout me and him.. But I never took it seriously.. Coz I didn't like him..

But lately, I just notice that he's.. different..

I mean.. He sat beside me for 2 months coz teacher said that if we sit together, we won't be noisy. (Which is so not true.)
And then, he sat just a 'corridor' (the path where we walk) apart from me for the next month.
That time, the rumour bout me and him stopped. But, when he just asked me something during class, teacher called out our names for talking and my class was like uhhhhh ahhhh ohhhh. Just like that! Hah!

He's kind. I noe. But I never thought of anything else other than friends. But like I said, something changed..
When he was staring at my friend(male), he looked.. cute..

Ahh!! I don't noe!
Wat is the meaning of this!?!

Does this mean that I like him?

Awesome!

Haha!
Guess where I'm posting from right now! SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!

Wakaka!
Unbelievable.. My teacher let us go on9 for almost whole of the 2 classes. Which means 1 hour and 20 minutes straight!!!
Awesome..

Anyway.. I'm just posting to remember that I posted from school.. So..
BYE!!! - -'