Refusal

I just don't get it.
Why must you force me so badly?

I just don't want to experience it.
Can you just leave me alone?

I just want to be friends.
Why can't you just fulfill my wishes?

Uncounted days we've spent together,
but I never thought of you like that.

This is a mistake,
it never should have happened, ever.

I say, Let just be friends,
You say, Not just friends.

I feel like a bubble.
A bubble that is near to popping.

How can I ever face you again?
How can I act normal around you again?

It's been a lifetime since I met you.
How can you just tell me like this?

It hurts, so very badly.
I don't want to hurt you, too.

So, Why not we just be friends, huh?

-XiAorUi--