Him and Him.

I've been seeing him a lot these days. Don't know why..
I can't deny that I've been with him more these days. Neither can I deny that I miss him more, too.

I wonder what he sees me as. I wonder everyday, every hour, every minute, every second. He's just so kind to me. So kind that he's confusing me more and more.

What does he feel for me? Just a friend? Or more?




Then there's him again.

He's confusing me too. We're so close. The best buds ever. Forever and only best buds.

I don't know what he feels. I don't know how he thinks.

The sweet talks. The never ending flow of messages. The choice of words. The constant greeting. His everything confuses me.

Can't we just be friends? I like it more when we were friends. It was better that way.

Because I like him, not him.